Edible Arrangements: Eating Plenty into 2020

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Edible

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Albeit an extremely reflective person, I’m not big on exalting my progress or achieved milestones. Growing up, doing well was expected, and it has definitely poured over into my adulthood.

You got A’s and B’s? Good, you’re doing the bare minimum.

My Mom wasn’t demanding by the way. It was just the precedent in the household - A’s and B’s, or suffer my wrath.

Okay Mom, got it.

That being said, I have seen a ton of growth in myself this past year. More than what I have experienced sans graduating college. I feel like college tends to be the area where people truly grow into themselves. That was not the case for me. My metamorphosis into a more capable adult and a person with a heightened sense of self-awareness definitely took place after graduation.

One thing I can say I have improved on is acknowledging my accomplishments.

If you don’t know, I embarked on a huge personal project, and my reward for hunkering down and getting it done was a week long break/ vacation to Japan (also, a personal trip to Ho Chi Minh).

Near Tokyo Station

Japan was… underwhelming. That’s probably not what most people expect to hear.

I’m not saying it is underwhelming in itself - it was underwhelming because I had particular expectations that weren’t met, because:

1. I didn’t do my research

2. I… didn’t do my research.

I am a strong believer in experiences being what you make of them, so I am owning up to my lack of interest being grounded in, again, my lack of research.

Still, I ate some great ramen, had the chance to go to some arcades, and took a 2 hour train ride into the mountains to enjoy my first public onsen (which was fantastic).

Most importantly, I got meet up with a close friend of mine who I went to college with.

Front of the onsen! Cameras weren’t allowed inside.

I’m not a big picture taker, but here are some eats from the trip…

Dango! Unfortunately, store bought, but not bad!

Rainbow Vegan Ramen from AFURI, a popular ramen shop!

Kukkia - tasty, oreo-ish, Japanese wafer cookies!

I’ve made a lot of strides this year. I have to remind myself that

1. I am more than the things I do.

2. Stop comparing yourself to other people. Beat your best, not someone else’s.

3. I am enough.

(That last one is extremely hard for me.)

Here’s to next year. I have fitness goals and relationship goals that I am itching to set into motion.

Here’s to being healthy and creating lasting relationships, be they numerous or few, platonic or romantic!

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Albeit an extremely reflective person, I’m not big on exalting my progress or achieved milestones. Growing up, doing well was expected, and it has definitely poured over into my adulthood.

That being said, last year saw me taking very big (calculated?) risks and focusing intensely on improving the quality of my work.

I didn’t have a lot of projects, but I had opportunities that I strongly believe have the potential to put me in a position to write for more projects that resonate with me as a composer.

That’s the goal, anyway.

PAST

I finished up my OST Challenge soundtrack. The initial goal was to create 45 minutes of music. The OST is clocking in at… just a little over 60 minutes!

Quantity - Check

As far as quality, I am VERY happy with majority of the compositions. What I’m not happy with, are the vocal recordings.

Long story short, due to an extremely embarrassing mishap coupled with family coming to visit during poor weather here in Vietnam, I was unable to re-record my audio recordings.

The recordings are a mixture of decent singing in a poor environment and poor singing in a poor environment.

I’m eager to see how my mixing/mastering engineer James Hoffman cleans those bad boys up.

I mentioned doing a post-mortem of sorts on the entire ordeal, so I’ll do that. I’ll basically talk about pitfalls I endured as well as positives that came from the experience.

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1. Equipment matters

So, I jumped into the challenge after teetering back and forth on the start date. I knew that I wanted to start the new year off focusing on finding new projects, which meant I wanted to have this personal venture finished and out of my hair. I quickly decided to go ahead with the project. That being said, due to my hasty decision, I didn’t have the opportunity to figure out a more professional recording situation. Granted, it wouldn’t have been as big an issue had I decided to do this in America, but I didn’t let my lack of tech hold me back. Still, I wonder about the quality and how that may effect future viewers.

Also… a good laptop goes a long way. A few of my videos are extremely sluggish and have poor quality. I end up ranting about my laptop quite a bit in my videos..

Trust me, an upgrade will be had in due time.

2. Timezones/Consistency/Timeliness is important.

I wasn’t exactly poignant with my time. If I was going to be late, I tried my best to give an update on how long the delay would be, followed by a tweet stating when exactly I was going online.

That being said, I believe I would have had a lot more viewers had I been back home. I started to get some traction near the end (which was awesome), and I believe that was due to my semi-ish consistent streaming times. It made it easy for people to know when to log on, when to catch a stream, etc.

So, it wasn’t ideal for my American based friends/colleagues, but I was able to garner viewership from other countries!

3. Breaks/Rests

Quite a few times during this challenge, I took impromptu naps.

I have now become a nap person.

I underestimated the toll working and writing consistently with no break would take on me, mentally. I am still surprised at the music I came up with in the end, but I try not to imagine having to do this all the time!

Then again, it makes me wonder if that’s the norm in many cases for composers. Writing to deadlines, and then pouring every inch of our soul into the work.

It’s probably a given..

Anyway, I definitely wish I had the opportunity to truly take a break. I took an impromptu break, from writing AND regular work, because I had reached a mental impasse at one point.

I think, for me, taking a walk and leaving my cove would have been a great way to rejuvenate my mental faculties, but due to time constraints, I didn’t have that opportunity.

Since my trip, I’m practically itching to get back to work and start reaching out for more gigs and new projects to score! I’m giving myself the rest of the week to recuperate, though.

I’m going to jot down what to prepare for in terms of work and composition goals and get ready to jump straight into the list starting on Monday!

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That’s about it, to be honest. I think, for me, those were the more glaring realizations from the project.

I’m immensely proud of myself for the work I put in, though! Now I hope that it nets me work or at least interested parties willing to push my music. I plan to continue streaming, too. It will only be twice a week instead of three times, but exposing my work-space has officially become a thing for me.

PRESENT

Nothing is happening for the rest of this week. I’m going to round things off with preparing for the next few months (my game plan for my composing company), relaxing in the morning, and working to set new habits into motion.

FUTURE

I can definitely say that the next few weeks will be.. ironing out things for Gigabuster, preparing for Ciel’s soundtrack release (it will be released before the game), and getting stems for Journey to the Sun reconverted and sent out.

I created stems before my trip, and realized that I did a few things incorrectly. So, I’m doing them all again!

RUMINATIONS

In one of my streams, I went over goals I wanted to achieve or meet in the upcoming year. I’m going to elaborate on those goals and put them here:

1. Get a music placement, be it an ad/t.v. show/movie (residual income)

2. Expand my network of friends/colleagues in the audio/art/movie industry by 1 or 2 people. (lasting connections)

3. Go to at least two gaming events (Bitsummit and one in Indonesia)

4. Earn between 15% - 40% more in music work than I did in 2019.

5. Try pushing a streaming idea I’ve been chewing on to a programmer or investor.

Here’s to putting the ball in motion!

Edible Arrangements: The Light at the End of the Tunnel

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This one is going to be a throwback!

Early on, during my first days living alone in Vietnam, I took it upon myself to try and sample as many different fruits as I could.

I narrowed it down to trying two new fruits a week.

It took some time, but I finally had the opportunity to try durian.

This fruit is… something. From personal experience, it’s a fruit that basically gives all the signs of a piece of produce that SHOULD NOT be eaten

1. It’s kind of soft

2. It stinks, HELLO?

3. Yo, it’s MUSHY? It’s MUSHY?!

4. This has got to be bad.

5. checks youtube

6. No, it’s not bad.

7. It tastes like a mixture of honey and ‘Dear god, what is happening?’

Despite my first interaction with eating a durian, I didn’t let it sway me. I thought…

Maybe it wasn’t ripe enough.

Maybe I had a bad batch.

Either way, I vowed to try it again. I felt as though I could power through this bad experience in hopes of it being the exception rather than the rule.

Resilience?

or stupidity?

Tomato, tomahto?

Anyway, I went to Thailand and decided to try it once again, but in a different way.

As a pizza!

The verdict…

… still nah.

Am I going to try durian the fruit again?

Probably not.

Am I going to try durian flavored ice cream, though…?

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PAST

The past couple of weeks have been me continuing to power through my Journey to the Sun challenge. It has gone from having no viewers to having 1 or 2 every or so stream! My last stream I actually had the opportunity to make acquaintances with a talented hiphop/rap producer!

This is what I wanted. To stream and slowly foster a community. Not only did he make comments about my stream helping him, he even offered tips and tricks to help me while I was writing! It was pretty sweet.

PRESENT

TWO WEEKS! TWO WEEKS! TWO WEEKS! TWO WEEKS! TWO WEEKS! TWO WEEKS! TWO WEEKS! TWO WEEKS! TWO WEEKS! TWO WEEKS! TWO WEEKS! TWO WEEKS! TWO WEEKS! TWO WEEKS! TWO WEEKS! TWO WEEKS! TWO WEEKS! TWO WEEKS! TWO WEEKS! TWO WEEKS! TWO WEEKS! TWO WEEKS! TWO WEEKS! TWO WEEKS! TWO WEEKS! TWO WEEKS! TWO WEEKS! TWO WEEKS! TWO WEEKS! TWO WEEKS! TWO WEEKS! TWO WEEKS! TWO WEEKS! TWO WEEKS! TWO WEEKS! TWO WEEKS!

Then I’m DONE!

All that will be left is final recordings and bouncing stems! Speaking of, I need to get in contact with a session violinist. I said I wouldn’t invest and..

..well, I lied. There ya go.

FUTURE

After this project, the next thing on my agenda is FINISHING up all of my audio projects and, most importantly, search for work like a wolf left to starve for months on end. I have been putting it off for these past two months, and it’s time to get my head in the game and throw my proverbial hat in the ring.

RUMINATIONS

I did a good job on this project.

I can happily say that I am content with the music that I have created thus far.

Well, I’m definitely at 95% self-approval compositionally.

Go me. :)

Edible Arrangements: Snails and Miscalculations

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I’ve spent quite a bit of time this week being social. I told myself to clear my schedule this coming week and I did NOTHING of the sort. Luckily I was able to have a Sunday to myself.

I decided to use that free time to hit up a local eatery in walking distance from my house. Its specialty? Escargo!

The weather was nice. It was warm with a cool breeze filtering through the streets.

Pair that with a table for one and I was having a party.

AN INTROVERT PARTY, YEEEE-

Anyway, you’re given a sauce that contains chilis, fish sauce, and lemongrass. I’m not sure what the vegetables are in the blue and white bowl, but both have a slight sweet taste.

As for the snails, they are steamed in a big pot! The hostess leaves them in a strainer to cool and scoops them out for patrons that order a plate. Once you order, she brings you the three bowls and plate you see above, along with a long, sharp, plastic knife which is used to scoop out the snail meat.

Simple!

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Past

4 weeks down! I’ve spent majority of my time focusing on my personal project.

I am tired and, as of late, I realize that I am stressed. How do I know? I’m starting to eat poorly and not care.

I am a stress eating, health consciencous person. It’s the only reason I’m not morbidly obese, but the main reason as to why I am practically Oprah Winfrey’s body double when it comes to weight loss and weight retention.

When I’m mentally at ease, I can easily focus on my health. When I am not, I turn to food, and I have been doing that for the past two weeks. I usually have outlets that allow me to circumvent a desire to eat to feel good, but a lot of them don’t give me the relief when I want it.

Yeah, being impatient is having a negative effect on me.

Now, the fact that I can pinpoint this issue is great! Now to not fall for it when my frustrations put on a guise to lead me astray.

Present

So, I realized (today actually) that I have miscalculated the number of tracks I need to complete. For some odd reason I came up with 28 tracks when I should have created 35.

The thing is, though… I’m ahead of the curve.

I have two options.

I can focus on creating 28 tracks and use the extra time to compose further

OR

come up with an additional 8 tracks to focus on.

The goal was to create 48 minutes of music in 7 weeks, but I’m already over 40+ minutes and I still have a little less than 1/4th of the soundtrack left to finish.

So, I have decided that, with the utmost importance being quality while meeting a set quantity, to focus on making the initial 28 seconds as rad as I possibly can (and ready for mixing/shipping).

Essentially the challenge was the amount of music (minute) I made. Now, if I was breaking even at about a minute and twenty seconds, then I definitely would need 35 tracks. Since I’m averaging a little over two minutes a track, 24 would be more than enough, let alone 28!

FUTURE

THREE. MORE. WEEKS.

8. MORE. TRACKS.

Right now, I am hard-focused on finishing this project and then cleaning up any loose ends for Ciel Fledge and Gigabuster which are both slated to release next year.

Ruminations

I’m tiredt.

Edible Arrangements: Mam Tom and Personal Goals

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I consider myself an outgoing introvert. I have no issue sifting through crowds and personalities when my social meter is on F. I often, when back in the U.S., would find a festival or a social event to go to. It enabled me to be around people and open up if a situation allowed it.

One thing about Vietnam is a lack of such spaces. It’s frustrating and motivating at the same time - a lot of activities push for spending time with friends or in groups. It’s a headache when I want to be out by myself but it makes for a great time when you have friends to share moments with!

This weekend I had the opportunity to try Mam Tom (not spelled with the correct phonetics). A co-worker of mine is a huge fan and I took him up on his offer to go out and try it. We ended up linking with a mutual friend of ours and made our way to a grade A ‘hole in the wall’.

Not sure if it’s like this in other countries, but there is a belief in the U.S. that the dankest, grungiest restaurants tend to have the BEST food.

This place was no exception:

Mam Tom is fermented fish paste (i.e. a dipping sauce). It’s the bubbly/oily stuff in the white bowl. Mama-slappin’ goodness that was only made better by the tofu, spring rolls, and random assortment of foods on the wicker plate.

It was FAN.TAS.TIC!

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PAST and PRESENT

MAN. OH. MAN.

If you didn’t know, I have been knee deep in a personal (name change) OST Challenge titled ‘Journey to the Sun’. It’s only been two weeks, but I have learned SO MUCH. Here’s a rundown of my top personal epiphanies.

1. I am capable

So, one thing that I was worried about was meeting my finished-minutes-of-music quota. Honestly, it wasn’t simply fretting over writing enough, it was about writing quality material!

Now, music is subjective, but I.. I think I’ve written some pretty solid pieces in my allotted time frame. Not just that, but I’ve actually gone above and beyond my quote of finished music! I’m going to have well over 45 minutes of music by the time I’m done with this whole shin-dig.

2. Time manage, time manage, time manage

I had been doing a decent job of this thus far, but this past week has gotten the better of me. I am new to juggling outings with friends! I have had a (warmly welcomed) increase in quality time with people. and this resulted in falling behind in my day job work.

This domino effect toppled over into my writing which resulted in a dizzying amount of unpreparedness in both areas of my life!

I’ve recently caught back up with myself so to speak, but it has resulted in me rearranging how I manage my time! Making time for friends is pretty… it’s pretty nice, haha.

I’ve found ways to make sure I attend to varies aspects of a clean/well-kept home and mind. A couple of tricks -

• Lesson planning in total silence (works for me)

• Setting aside 20 minutes to clean/tidy the house.

• Being flexible and truly understanding the breadth of my schedule.

Next week isn’t going to be like this past week, that’s for sure!

3. Practice before you .. play? Eh.

Before starting this project, I started warm-up streams for a couple of weeks in order to get into the swing of streaming.

I am SO glad I did.

Even with a week or two of practice with prepping video and audio, I still had technical difficulties the FIRST day of the stream. I’ve had one major technical difficulty since then, but I can only imagine how frustrating it would have been to just.. jump into streaming. It’s not easy. There are a lot of things I need to focus on/upgrade, but that will come in due time.

4. No viewers, no problems.

I am ultimately doing this to test my capabilities as a composer, as well as have a visual catalog of me completing a project of this caliber for future clients/partners.

The idea of having people watching me is great, but I went into this not expecting people to view me live. The reasons being:

Time Zones

Time Zones

..Time zones, and..

Oh yeah! Time zones.

I’ve had.. maybe 5 or 6 people (humans) drop into my stream. Luckily I’m not into this for the viewership. If I was, I’d be devastated by the lack thereof.

Right now, the idea of these videos having relevance in the future is super exciting! Right now, I’m infatuated with the process, despite how tired I am or have been.

I’m pretty focused on completing and not getting holed up by what I write, but man, I’ve been listening through the soundtrack and I have to say that I’m pretty darn happy thus far.

FUTURE

This one’s pretty easy. Finish the first half of Journey to the Sun by the end of the month, and prepare for an upcoming soundtrack release.

Aside from my personal project, I need to get things ready to end up on Spotify.

I’m still a bit skeptical of putting things on Spotify. I kind of want to keep my work on Bandcamp due to meager sales on Spotify’s platform.

I keep grappling with this idea and I need to get it figured the crap out and do something.

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I’m going to do it because: visibility.

..I don’t like it, though.

RUMINATIONS

None!

Well, I hope that this personal project yields future work in some way shape or form.

I hope that my recent projects are well received when they are released.

You know, the usual composer woes.

If anything, I have personal projects I can do to test my mettle, keep me preoccupied, and push my limits and skillset as a composer.

“Thanks for reading!
Here’s to doing good things, making things happen, and being good people.”

Arrangements 3: Journey to the Sun - Track List

Track-List

Come to this post if you want to stay up to date on where I am in the challenge!

I had planned enough relevant pieces for the “anime” to fulfill the necessary length for the original challenge (90 minutes of music). I went through, picked out the pieces that would be the most pertinent to the story, and cut the track list down by about 20 pieces.

The track names are subject to change. I plan on crossing out/bolding track titles upon their completion! I have descriptions (more in-depth to what is posted there), but I am thinking of also grabbing a few images to give viewers an idea of what is going on in my mind as well!

Journey to the Sun OST

• 1. Kaej

  (Theme that represent's Kaej's forwardness, perseverance, and persistence)

• 2. Kingdom made of Stone

  (Piece that would represent the heart of The Mountain Kingdom. The character that best exudes Mountain pride would be Kuma. Think large, encompassing, strong, impregnable. Noble/honest.)

• 3. Yulesad

  (A piece that would play during nostalgic scenes. Peaceful but reminiscent of a happy past.)

• 4. Festival of Sons

  (Joy, excitement.)

• 5. Conflict

  (Should play when tensions run high, and are emotionally charged)

• 6. The interview

  (Pensive. Should seem poignant. Think of old news bulletins. It's the beginning of a story detailing lost history. Neutral tone)

• 7. Broken*

  (Would play during deeply sad scenes. Makes you feel sorry for the person)

• 8. Riddle

  (Would play during questioning scenes. Monologues, trying to figure things out. Overcoming a mental hurdle)

• 9. The chase

• (Would play during light fight and urgent scenes. High energy)

• 10. Irritation*

  (Agitation and frustration. A theme for a curmudgeon)

• 11. Growing

  (Would play as two characters gain a family fondness for one another over the months.)

• 12. Tay

  (Playful and sassy)

• 13. Song of Sanction

  (Song sung to commemorate a woman being married and the pilgrimage that ensues)

• 14. Skirmish

  (Serious, but not overly so. Think.. mid boss battle level of importance)

• 15. Aizu

  (Something that signifies I am meant to be here. Purpose, almost pompous to a degree)

• 16 Blood

  (Extremely tense. It's not anger, but almost exasperation? Would play during emotionally surprising scenes)/emotional and powerful

• 17. Jare's theme

  (Hopeful, eager, over achiever, people pleaser. Honestly, just make music for a sweetheart)

• 18. Norim

  (Soft, stern)

• 19. Buan

  (Unfaultering. Epitome of tradition)

• 20. Altaica

  (Big, serious battle piece. A momentous battle.)

• 21. Kingdom in the Trees

• (Calm, settled. Visual, think the Eruyt Village, FF12)

• 22. Kingdom on the Lake

  (Representative of water, would play as the group is walking along the path leading to the kingdom. Think majestic, Venice)

• 23. Awakening

  (Plays during a light ritual, from the Kingdom in the Plains)

• 24. Truth

  (Strong and emotional turning point in the present.)

• 25. Second Pilgrimage

  (Starting over, rehashed version of the Song of Sanction- should contain elements of the southern continent)

• 26. New Beginnings

  (bonding between Kaej and his mother)

• 27. Waiting

  (Extreme longing, but not overbearingly so.)

• 28. Forgotten

  (A bittersweet ending. Everyone is happy, but everyone loses something.)

Goal - 1:30 minutes of finished music a day

twitch.tv/perennialsound

Arrangements 2: Journey to the Sun - Preparation

Preparation

I love interviews.

Any opportunity to know the inner workings of someone’s creative process is an instant delight. I have tried to find interviews for composers I admire or respect, a few of them having work in the anime sector. These small glimpses into the creative process of an Anime soundtrack has helped give me an idea of what mindset to roleplay in when thinking of how to approach Journey to the Sun.

I have had the opportunity to write for games and a film. Based on my experience, a big factor that differentiates anime (television programming) from games/film is:

1. Writing without a final/rough product

2. Writing music that can be re-used

I won’t have the opportunity to feel my piece in game, or sync my piece up to a moving picture. I’m literally going to be given a prompt, with maybe a manga to reference or concept sketches, and perhaps musical/mood audio references.

Here are a few interviews from anime composers that gave me a bit on insight:

• https://www.animenewsnetwork.com/feature/2017-10-04/interview-made-in-abyss-composer-kevin-penkin/.122246

• https://myanimelist.net/news/58353510

• https://atmafunomena.wordpress.com/2018/06/18/violet-evergarden-composer-interview-evan-call-from-berklee-to-leidenschaftlich/

• https://comicbook.com/anime/2018/07/27/my-hero-academia-composer-yuki-hayashi-interview-sdcc-anime/#2

I’ll be taking an approach similar to what many of the aforementioned composers mention. I’m not scoring to picture, but I will have descriptions, outlines, and “concept” images to spurn creativity.

Edible Arrangements: Bingsu and Rounding the Bend

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Another couple of weeks, another day! One thing I’ve grown to really love (but may have to give up due to a change in diet) is Bingsu! I’ve never been a huge fan of icecream, but Bingsu is something else.

Tea is extremely popular here in Vietnam - not just as a hot drink, but a flavored drink. There are literally tea shops (think Boba-esque tea) EVERYWHERE.

Bingsu isn’t anywhere near as abundant as Vietnam tea shops being a Korean dish, but there happens to be an awesome Korean dessert bar a short bike ride away from my apartment.

My first Bingsu experience was with a red bean medley. I knew at once that we were meant to be and we were united in 3 - 4 swift minutes.

My second experience (same city, same street, different shop) was of mango. This one happened to have cake chunks nestled in the milk, icecream, ice, and mango chunks.

SO. DANG. GOORT!

(the cake was a’ight)

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PAST

The past few weeks has been me buckling down to finish work for Gigabuster. Right now, everything is falling in place:

• Guitar sheet music (guitar is finished, bass will be finished this week)

• OST prep

• Extended Soundtrack Guitar/Bass Recordings

Aside from that, I have been spending time getting my live streams up, running, and consistent.

I must admit, I was a bit scared about exposing my compositional process, but now, I realize I actually enjoy it. No one really watches at the moment, but the purpose is to have an outlet that people can view my work through. An imperfect outlet. In a world were the prime and primped versions of everyone tends to be on display, I enjoy throwing a bit of fumble into the mix.

FUTURE

FINISHING UP OSTS!

The next two weeks will be me focusing on 2 things:

1. Giga mixing (EP) and mastering (FULL OST/EP)

The EP for Giga is smaller than I expected, but the original soundtrack only consists of 20 - 21 pieces.

Unlike Ciel, a lot of the extended Gigabuster OST consists of pieces I created to help get me in the proper headspace for pieces that truly melded into Gigabuster’s world. So, despite these additional compositions straying from what I believe is the true Gigabuster feel, I am proud of them and am eager to have people listen to them.

2. Getting Ciel Fledge and Gigabuster ready for streaming services.

I am super excited for these two projects, and they will be my first set of works to find their ways on a professional streaming platform.

I want to be honest, though -

I don’t want to use Spotify.

I am trying to think of alternatives (outside of Bandcamp), but the main reason for putting these albums on Spotify is visibility.

Doesn’t change the fact that residuals are meager.

RUMINATIONS

I think a lot of my ruminations this month have revolved around self-confidence and feeling comfortable making myself visible as a composer.

I’m not sure how other composers view their music, but I have moments were I really, really enjoy what I create, and days where I feel as thought I’m immersed in mental fecal matter

I have to remind myself that I am a good composer, but also remember not to compare myself to other composer’s careers, or become hyper focused on how my voice (or lack thereof) may be prohibiting me from ascending in this profession.

I tend to over-exaggerate my short comings and undervalue my strengths. It’s one reason why I am hesitant to be consistently visible. I have to remind myself that musical waves of gold will not always waft out of my laptop speakers. I have to remind myself that being imperfect is human, and the more I put those imperfections on display (looking at you live stream) the more bold I become!

That is why I have decided to embark on a big personal project - one that I will use to prove that I am a great composer, one that will involve me writing for myself (something I haven’t done for years), and will also help give me visibility in this digital age, in a way that is authentic for me:

Album Documentary

45 MINUTES OF MUSIC IN 7 WEEKS.

I have put a lot of thought into this, and have created a separate blog post to talk more about it.

I plan to announce it on twitter later this week or early next week.

For those interested in learning more about the challenge, check out a separate post:

Arrangements 1: Journey to the Sun/Album Documentary

Arrangements 1: Journey to the Sun/ Album Documentary

The Challenge

Write 45 minutes of music in 7 weeks

This idea ultimately came from researching the works of Kevin Penkin.

Kevin Penkin has written for games, visual novels, and t.v. broadcasted Japanese animation. I believe people hire him to write as himself (which is fantastic) and I absolutely adore his work, What has impressed me and awed me is seeing his career blossom. I can’t, and won’t, try to pinpoint which project catapulted his career, but one of his accolades is creating the music for a Japanese anime called Norn9 in 4 weeks.

90 minutes of music.

My goal was to replicate that feat, but the oncoming train that is work and the precedence of finishing current obligations made a replica of the journey impossible.

So, I have taken into account my current life parameters and come up with a way to create a set amount of music that would be expected following Kevin’s timeline and output.

First thing is first:

• I am assuming that Kevin basically went ALL IN in these 4 weeks. A lot of prior prep before sitting down and seriously curating melodies, harmonies, etc. I have done this.

• Since it is a month, I decided to assume that Kevin spent, at the most, 15 hours a day writing. It’s a lot and extensive, but I could see someone putting up with it if it’s only going to be for a month.

• I do not believe Kevin literally say at his computer and wrote for 15 hours straight. I believe that he had:

  including breaks, eating, clearing his head, listening, breaking away from work to re-inspire,

  about 15 hours to get SOMETHING onto his canvas before he crashed to rest in preparation for the next day.

• I believe that Kevin’s success in this task came from having a strong team backing him up. I will be working with an extremely talented mixing/mastering engineer by the name of James C Hoffman to help streamline the process. He works with Materia Collective and has a puppy. ‘Nuff said.

• I believe that Kevin Penkin did not include time spent recording live musicians and the mixing/mastering process, so I am not including that, either.

Album Logistics

So, here’s the math.

Penkin Parameters

15 hours a day x 28 days (4 weeks) = 420 (h)ours

420 (h) / 90 (minutes of music) = 4.6

(one minute of FINISHED music every 4.6 hours)

Jasmine Jarameters

My parameters are a little weird, because I work in the evenings Mon - Friday (excluding Wednesday and Thursday off), but work a split schedule on Saturday and Sunday.

Long story short, I can only work 5 days out of the week. On one of those days, I lose an hour of work. Essentially, my hours are -

6, 6, 6, 6, 5 or 29 hours a week

29 x 7 (weeks, working 5 of 7 days each week) = 203 (h)

203 (h) / 4.6 (hours it took for Kevin to produce 1 minute of music) =

45 minutes

This is going to be HARD.

The silver lining - I get to take a trip with a college friend of mine to Japan and take 7 - 11 days off (writing AND working) to rest and re-couperate.

I’m slightly terrified.

I’m largely exposing my work load and opening myself up to scrutiny, but I think letting someone in on the process can also be freaking fantastic.

If I make something good, that is.

Which I will, because [lies]there is no pressure[lies] and I’m writing for me,

*phew*

fans self

The pressure is on!

One thing to note:

• I don’t have an anime budget, so I am pretending I am working for a company that is on a shoe-string fiscal pay out. They have enough to pay me fairly, but not enough for me to pull out all the stops (i.e. hire an orchestra, live musicians).

• I have personally taken a hit, financially, for the greater good of a soundtrack. Since this is self-funded challenge taking place soon after a self-imposed investment into a soundtrack, I am going to be a bit more lenient. I still plan to invest in J2tS, but it won’t be at the rate of my last two projects (Ciel Fledge/Gigabuster).

• Personal note: Don’t beat yourself up, Jasmine. You tend to compare the quality of your work to others (which is necessary), but this is NOT going to sound exactly the same as someone creating an anime score on a studio budget. If you had the resources, you’d make it happen.

Now, for those interested in what the album/story is going to be about, read below!

SUBJECT LOGISTICS

I mentioned in my very first post that my natural artistic penchant is for the pen. I don’t consider myself a story teller, but I really enjoy writing stories. I almost entered into a writing competition once when I was young, but I stopped writing due to a disliking for my work.

Thankfully, I was constantly inspired through anime.

Like many kids born in the early 90s, I grew up on Toonami, which catapulted me into the world of anime. Although my anime-show watching days have tapered off, I still take time out to watch animated shows (Love, Sex, and Robots), and animated movies (Your Name, Colorful, Paprika, Jin-Roh, Metropolis), because I love the medium.

One anime I did take time out to watch was Serei No Moribito. The anime captivated me because:

• The main character was a strong female lead.

• and the music was baller (mother f’in Kenji Kawai).

This anime lead me to create the story that I plan to use as my inspiration for this challenge.

No one is hiring me to write for their animation (YET!), and I need a focal point. I decided to use a story I had been chewing on since back in university

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Synopsis:

Kaej, second prince of the Mountain Kingdom, has nearly completed his apprenticeship - a rigorous internship that one must finish before being ordained as a castle scholar. The last rite, the final step for novices eager to join the prestigous Scholars of the Mountain Kingdom, is actually the easiest part of the process - go out into the community and write about an undiscovered piece of history. The default idea for many scholars is to interview a native of the Kingdom. Their story will be written down into the tomes and will become an extension of the Kingdom’s complex historical tapestry, thus weaving the novice into the ordinances of the Mountain Scholars.

Kaej is ambitious and decides that he wants to find more than a story. He wants to unhinge a narrative that will shake the pillars of the Mountain Kingdom to its core.

Surprisingly enough, he does, and it’s about someone in the royal family.

Main Characters

• Unbar (Prince//King)

• Norim (King’s Guard Squire//Exile)

• Kaej ( ——//Second Born)

• Kuma II (——//First Born)

• Kuma I (Mountain King // Late King)

• Buan (Head Scholar//Head Scholar)

• Aizu (Princess//Queen)

• Tay (Servant//Hostess)

• Jare (Squire//Host)

• Roi (King’s Guard//Drunk, Pariah)

• Yulesad (King’s Confidant, Guard//Confidant to Aizu)

The story, were it in written form, would take place in the present and the past. I denoted each character’s position in life with // (past // present).

If had to describe this story, it would be a dramatic mystery. Kaej is a main character, but he isn’t the main character. My hope was, as you read the story, you’d care more about the mysterious hidden figure and Kaej’s ability to access more information about said person.

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I have decided that I will give bits of information about the subject. Aside from the synopsis and the main characters involved in the story, I am going to see if people can get a semblance of the story through the emotions evoked and obscure track titles.

I’m eager to see what people may make of it!